Ageism

Lately I have been feeling a little out of place at my site. In some ways, I feel like an outsider. I'm not sure if it's because I'm an Americorps member, younger, or both. After some consideration, I think most of my feelings are my own misperceptions. However, there are instances when I feel I am reminded of my "inexperience," and I don't believe it's fair or justified.

Some staff reinforce the opinion that younger equates a lack in knowledge. While I may have fewer years of experience, that doesn't mean I am unable to perform my duties or make decisions that build my own experience. I feel there's an underlying ageism that is stamped as o.k. if thrown in as a joke.

Since it is so discreet, I'm not sure how to address it--if it is even worth addressing. I feel I've been battling aged stereotypes all my life: "you're just a kid" or "horny/irresponsible teenager" or "drunk college kid".

Now it's "oh, you're in your twenties. When you get older, you'll understand." Come on!